Muse

Poetry Time

I realize at this moment that acting normal is more of a hobby than a career choice.

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Muse

You know I wasn’t looking for you,

But i found you anyways,

Its like you came to me in a dream,

I had just given up on love,

I spend years stuck in a tragedy,

I don’t want to go back there,

I dont trust myself somedays,

I’m putting a lot of trust in you,

I am a fragile broken soul,

Kintsugi, fixed with gold,

But your journey is the same,

Right place right time,

Our journeys crossed at this point,

You have your own story filled with hurts,

You have stumbled yourself,

Your a fragile broken soul,

Kintsugi, fixed with gold

We share the same dreams,

Its like you were put here by destiny,

Like i made you with a computer or something,

How did you look at me smiling,

when i was a wreck still,

So far down on my luck,

Only one way but up,

Caught by an angel,

I can see your light,

You radiate in my darkest sorrow,

Your sunshine is infectious,

I want to bask in your rays,

Like everyday is a bright sunny day,

I just want to look at you,

Your face looks perfect,

You are amazing right down to your core,

How have I never met you before?

You distract me constantly,

I’m trying to write these words,

And all i think about is you,

How can i work in this state of bliss,

I hope you read this,

Because tonight you are my muse,

Your so coy and shy,

A cute adorable soul,

Smiling and giggling,

Beautiful and stunning,

Seeing you without makeup makes me jealous,

Just hide your beauty from the rest of the world,

Hide those beauty marks from everyone but me,

You know most girls who wear foundation because they don’t look like that underneath,

I’m so high on you right now,

I feel i can float up and touch the sky,

I want to fly directly into your sun,

without inhibitions,

I’m going to bite you to hear your giggle,

Intoxicated from your presence,

I’m just so,

im just so,

Trying to get the words out,

Im feeling overwhelmed and blissed out,

You look so naturally gorgeous,

I cant believe you wouldn’t think i would enjoy this version better,

I want to pour my heart out,

So please just take me in,

A poor lonely soul,

I only want to breath the same air as you,

Because you take my breath away,

Sounds cheesy i know,

The air is better here anyways.

I don’t why you check every box,

I am a skeptic,

Recent events have had me doubting love,

Why are you bringing me back to this?

I want to resist but I’m caught in your web now.

I’m not making it easy,

im asking all the hard questions,

But you have all the right answer,

Want Kids? no

Do you smoke? no

Do you drink? no

Do you wear heavy perfumes? No

Your smile

That giggle,

Those eyes,

Trying to stump you with the questions,

Trying to find where we disagree,

While trying to resist,

Your pulling me in,

The vibe is just right,

Do you laugh? You giggle,

Sense of humor, on point,

I love how you say my name,

just keep calling me,

My demons want to play with your gremlin

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Thank you for following whatever I just wrote there.

Have typewriter, will travel.

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